Post by Rhaps on Jan 27, 2009 14:23:10 GMT -4
I have to be frank and honest. All I have been doing is giving vague details of what’s been going on and I felt it is time to rectify this. I currently go to university and I’m in the final 4 months of my degree, so the work load is massively increased of course. So, I have an 8000 word essay, plus 4 other assignments and exams. I also have serious monetary considerations as well as the everyday stresses associated with it. Suffice to say, it has put a lot of stress on me.
Factored into this, I am also dissatisfied with my life for a number of reasons and until my degree is over, I can’t think of a way to rectify this. So it’s lead me to be unhappy on certain days which have been reflected in certain life choices. However the point of this post is not to get people to play the violin for me since I have heard of far worse cases than mine and I am fortunate to be in my position when considered with other people. I realise this and at the same time, it’s always easy to be selfish when in times of doubt or angst.
So, I wanted to take the time out to apologise to those people who deserved one from myself. Two names as such are Justin Saviour and Nathan Drake. Last night I reacted negatively and was unduly hostile. So to them, I apologise for being an arse and letting my temper get the best of me. I can’t think of anyone else who I need to apologise directly to. It’s more of a general apology to say sorry for being vague and actually rather pathetic in my approach to dealing with this. I will be online daily, that much is guaranteed but I think a reduced amount since I have been on the computer for too long. That is just me changing a life choice and I will fulfil my commitments as and when they are needed. Thank you for taking the time to read this and no replies are necessary.
Factored into this, I am also dissatisfied with my life for a number of reasons and until my degree is over, I can’t think of a way to rectify this. So it’s lead me to be unhappy on certain days which have been reflected in certain life choices. However the point of this post is not to get people to play the violin for me since I have heard of far worse cases than mine and I am fortunate to be in my position when considered with other people. I realise this and at the same time, it’s always easy to be selfish when in times of doubt or angst.
So, I wanted to take the time out to apologise to those people who deserved one from myself. Two names as such are Justin Saviour and Nathan Drake. Last night I reacted negatively and was unduly hostile. So to them, I apologise for being an arse and letting my temper get the best of me. I can’t think of anyone else who I need to apologise directly to. It’s more of a general apology to say sorry for being vague and actually rather pathetic in my approach to dealing with this. I will be online daily, that much is guaranteed but I think a reduced amount since I have been on the computer for too long. That is just me changing a life choice and I will fulfil my commitments as and when they are needed. Thank you for taking the time to read this and no replies are necessary.
