Post by Jake Diamond on Jan 17, 2009 21:01:14 GMT -4
Howdy everybody, I suppose this was expected in many ways.
Many of you have noticed my not only increased level of inactivity but level of dedication faltering. This has nothing to do with anything other than I've lost my flame for RPing. It used to be about just coming on and having a good time, getting lost in my character, but now it just feels like work and I really don't want my last memories of this being of me not enjoying it.
Like I try really hard to keep up my dedication by continuing matches and fueds but it's almost a pain to motivate myself to go through with it. It's not that I'm lacking ideas or it has something to do with the people I'm doing it with, it's just lost it's fun to me, which is sad since I've been doing this since I was 12. The nostalgia is incredible.
Will an eventual comeback be possible? Definitely but I think this time when I take time off it'll be longer than the one or three months I've been doing as of late. I don't know. What I do know is that I'll be keeping up my trend of coming to EVPW at least once a week and reading my little hearts content out. If there is anything I still love doing is reading the solid work everyone on here does. Personally, competing with it would be an honor but it's just not working for me anymore.
I need to thank everyone here. You guys and gals are like my virtual family, kinda like the sims, only I dont have to worry about feeding or watering you all (Vlad is always an exception lol) and I thank you all for that.
I wont say anything like "til we meet again" or some corny leaving like that because, in reality, I'll still be kicking around here whether it's just reading stuff or catching up. Only difference is Jakey Pooh wont be. I think it's about time he gets a much deserved break, I've put him through alot, so who knows when he'll be back.
Thanks again everyone.
-PJ
Many of you have noticed my not only increased level of inactivity but level of dedication faltering. This has nothing to do with anything other than I've lost my flame for RPing. It used to be about just coming on and having a good time, getting lost in my character, but now it just feels like work and I really don't want my last memories of this being of me not enjoying it.
Like I try really hard to keep up my dedication by continuing matches and fueds but it's almost a pain to motivate myself to go through with it. It's not that I'm lacking ideas or it has something to do with the people I'm doing it with, it's just lost it's fun to me, which is sad since I've been doing this since I was 12. The nostalgia is incredible.
Will an eventual comeback be possible? Definitely but I think this time when I take time off it'll be longer than the one or three months I've been doing as of late. I don't know. What I do know is that I'll be keeping up my trend of coming to EVPW at least once a week and reading my little hearts content out. If there is anything I still love doing is reading the solid work everyone on here does. Personally, competing with it would be an honor but it's just not working for me anymore.
I need to thank everyone here. You guys and gals are like my virtual family, kinda like the sims, only I dont have to worry about feeding or watering you all (Vlad is always an exception lol) and I thank you all for that.
I wont say anything like "til we meet again" or some corny leaving like that because, in reality, I'll still be kicking around here whether it's just reading stuff or catching up. Only difference is Jakey Pooh wont be. I think it's about time he gets a much deserved break, I've put him through alot, so who knows when he'll be back.
Thanks again everyone.
-PJ