Post by Hyperelf on May 23, 2009 2:37:59 GMT -4
I really didn't think I was like this, and I wish I could say I wasn't. But lately.. it's just been shitty. Not in a bad way, in a good sense.. If you .. ya know, I'm just not going to explain it. Lately, I've been busy with my real life. Not because of school, but just.. enjoying life, and I just have not had the time in the past couple weeks to type up an rp post.
And to top it off.. My will to roleplay about.. wrestling.. has greatly decreased. Don't get me wrong, my creativity is high, I have lots of ideas in my head, I just think writing it down is where I'm like.. eeeh... Why bother? For example, my match with Kamil.. which.. didn't really turn and go anywhere. I had ideas, I made my entrance, and then I saw Kamil's post.. and.. I don't know what it was, but something made me not want to reply. I guess it didn't turn out the way I wanted it too or something. Don't get me wrong, Kamil is a great roleplayer. Fantastic if I may say so, and he will go far. It's just something that just took the fun out of it for me. Or maybe I'm just done, who knows.
Not only is it the rping, I think it also has to do with today's wrestling. Back then, I was more thrilled with wrestling, I loved it. And watching wrestling got me in the mood to roleplay. Yet, lately.. I havn't really watched any wrestling. And when I did, it... kinda sucked. Maybe I need to watch some good matches to get in the mood again, maybe I'll try that a little later. But I think for now, I'm gonna take a break. Yeah, I know.. a little late for that leaving thing since Prelude to madness is pretty much almost over but ya know. I thought I should be nice and give you guys a reason why I've been doing shitty the past two weeks. I don't want to go 'stalling' on you guys. I know I almost did.
I hate to go LOA since it seems like more than half the roster IS, but.. yeah.. It's just not working for me right now. I don't know how long I'll be out, but I hope I'm not out for too long. I'd like to be back before Ragnarok. So this could be a short temporary leave. We'll see.
Ok, I'm done yapping away. I hope I'm back soon, and the rest of ya... I'll talk to you on msn, yet I've been kinda lacking there as well.
And to top it off.. My will to roleplay about.. wrestling.. has greatly decreased. Don't get me wrong, my creativity is high, I have lots of ideas in my head, I just think writing it down is where I'm like.. eeeh... Why bother? For example, my match with Kamil.. which.. didn't really turn and go anywhere. I had ideas, I made my entrance, and then I saw Kamil's post.. and.. I don't know what it was, but something made me not want to reply. I guess it didn't turn out the way I wanted it too or something. Don't get me wrong, Kamil is a great roleplayer. Fantastic if I may say so, and he will go far. It's just something that just took the fun out of it for me. Or maybe I'm just done, who knows.
Not only is it the rping, I think it also has to do with today's wrestling. Back then, I was more thrilled with wrestling, I loved it. And watching wrestling got me in the mood to roleplay. Yet, lately.. I havn't really watched any wrestling. And when I did, it... kinda sucked. Maybe I need to watch some good matches to get in the mood again, maybe I'll try that a little later. But I think for now, I'm gonna take a break. Yeah, I know.. a little late for that leaving thing since Prelude to madness is pretty much almost over but ya know. I thought I should be nice and give you guys a reason why I've been doing shitty the past two weeks. I don't want to go 'stalling' on you guys. I know I almost did.
I hate to go LOA since it seems like more than half the roster IS, but.. yeah.. It's just not working for me right now. I don't know how long I'll be out, but I hope I'm not out for too long. I'd like to be back before Ragnarok. So this could be a short temporary leave. We'll see.
Ok, I'm done yapping away. I hope I'm back soon, and the rest of ya... I'll talk to you on msn, yet I've been kinda lacking there as well.
